I have a friend

One of my closest friends, has had her heart broken for the first time. I have been spared soooo greatly in that department. Its like the Lord wants to let me be stubborn, and try to make Him change His mind, so that I can like this guy, that He SO doesn't have for me. Then its like He rearranges my heart, RIGHT before I get too attached...or he does something stupid. There are so many plusses, to never have ever dated anyone..I have had so many opportunities I wouldnt have had with a boyfriend. I know that I want it, but I am willing to wait for that 1. I dont want to risk it.