He is greater than the heavens.

My beautiful big brother passed away almost three weeks ago. Its been so so so hard, but thanks to all of your prayers, and all of the comfort that the Lord has blessed my family with; we are making it. God is the only one, who was able to pull my family through this. It is undoubtedly the hardest thing my family will ever have to go through. Thank you for your prayers though. If you remember to pray for my brothers wife and kids their names are Roxanne (wife) Ciara (10), Cailyn (8), and Caryssa (3). Thank You.

9/28/07

I took my niece (who turned 8)..on a date tonight.This is MY tradition with my nieces, and I love it.I took my (youngest)(caryssa) niece on her 3rd birthday to dinner (in may), and to Shrek 3.I took this niece (kk)-to dinner and then to see The Game Plan....which was actually really really cute. I guess it was my girl/kid in me side...which I happen to adore embracing...and then the oldest Ciara, will be 10....which is so weird.....in November and I plan on taking her to that Mr.Ugoriums Wonder Emporium...for HER birthday....So excited...God has blessed me with Nieces....I love doing girly stuff...and we also did the photobooth 3x's...which was sooo fun...ask me to see them....i love them...i love all of them...The Lord has (again) blessed...and I have a new song...its from a Coke Commercial...I loved it...so i googled it.....and by the looks of it...this band could be my new obsession...(summer's gone-Aberfeldy)

NOT IN CONTROL

And can I just tell you how thrilled I am?? As much as I hate not knowing, whats going to happen tomorrow....I love it times two. The Lord is so extremely faithful. Why do we worry??? There is not a reason on this earth to not trust Him completely. He literally has the whole world in His hands, even if sometimes, you forget that He has your little world in His hands too. Could you ask for a better best friend?? One that has the most amazing life for you planned out? We are the least loyal to Him, but He remains completely loyal. Crazy part?? He knows we are going to turn our backs to Him at times in our lives, but He doesnt care. I am so glad that I am blessed to serve Him, and blessed to have Him be the ruler of my heart and of my life

There is hope for the hopeless

I am praying about moving. I am not for sure yet going to, but it is super heavy on my heart, and the Lord has been just confirming over and over again.Its not that far from home, but I am super nervous about it...I need to be obedient. Psalms 37:4

The Prayer of St.Francis

Lord,make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred,let me sow love. Where there is injury,pardon;Where there is doubt,faith;Where there is despair,hope;Where there is darkness,light, and where there is sadness,joy. O' Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

I have a friend

One of my closest friends, has had her heart broken for the first time. I have been spared soooo greatly in that department. Its like the Lord wants to let me be stubborn, and try to make Him change His mind, so that I can like this guy, that He SO doesn't have for me. Then its like He rearranges my heart, RIGHT before I get too attached...or he does something stupid. There are so many plusses, to never have ever dated anyone..I have had so many opportunities I wouldnt have had with a boyfriend. I know that I want it, but I am willing to wait for that 1. I dont want to risk it.

Changes.

This year, has been one of the most amazing years by far. I met in October some people, that have grown to be some of the closest friends I will ever have. I have grown exceedingly in my walk with the Lord,I have had my heart messed with, only to recover fully, and have it be healthier than before. The Lord is faithful to complete the works He has started in my life. That is one promise I know I can cling to. Now its May,almost June. A few of my friends have grown up I am not ready to. Some of them have moved away, some of them have just decided that once you stop being a certain way, you're not worth the friendship anymore. The Lord has blessed me with an amazing church, the greatest best friends, an awesome family, and He is starting to give me His heart. I am so grateful. This July/August I get the chance to go to England for 3.5 days, Hungary for 6 days, and Romania for 6 days. Doing concerts, and being a light. Spreading the gospel. I am blessed to be chosen by Him for HIs works.