Content, and then not.

Man alive. I am 100% human. I may be saved by Gods grace, but I am definitely still a wretched little person. Why can I not just accept what God has for me at the present time, and live for Him, until He does something slightly drastic. I love Jesus. I am so grateful that He is a loving and jealous God. Praise Him

Gods Love.

I received this little excerpt from a friend, and I wanted to share it immedietly. These are my hearts desires, and it was a blessing, the first, second, and third time I read it. Enjoy:



"Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exvlusively. But, God, to the Christian says, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to Me, to having an intensely personnal and unique relationship with me alone discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found. Then will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that i have planned for you."You will never be united with another until you are united with Me- exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing... one that you can not imagine! I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. Just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. You just wait that's all."Don't be anxious, don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have gotten or that I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you."And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, (I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time) until you are both satisfied exlusively with Me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplefies your relationship with Me, and is thus the perfect love."And, dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see, in the flesh, a picture of your relationship with Me and to enjoy, materially and concretely everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am El Shaddai (Almighty). Believe it and be satisfied."

He is greater than the heavens.

My beautiful big brother passed away almost three weeks ago. Its been so so so hard, but thanks to all of your prayers, and all of the comfort that the Lord has blessed my family with; we are making it. God is the only one, who was able to pull my family through this. It is undoubtedly the hardest thing my family will ever have to go through. Thank you for your prayers though. If you remember to pray for my brothers wife and kids their names are Roxanne (wife) Ciara (10), Cailyn (8), and Caryssa (3). Thank You.

9/28/07

I took my niece (who turned 8)..on a date tonight.This is MY tradition with my nieces, and I love it.I took my (youngest)(caryssa) niece on her 3rd birthday to dinner (in may), and to Shrek 3.I took this niece (kk)-to dinner and then to see The Game Plan....which was actually really really cute. I guess it was my girl/kid in me side...which I happen to adore embracing...and then the oldest Ciara, will be 10....which is so weird.....in November and I plan on taking her to that Mr.Ugoriums Wonder Emporium...for HER birthday....So excited...God has blessed me with Nieces....I love doing girly stuff...and we also did the photobooth 3x's...which was sooo fun...ask me to see them....i love them...i love all of them...The Lord has (again) blessed...and I have a new song...its from a Coke Commercial...I loved it...so i googled it.....and by the looks of it...this band could be my new obsession...(summer's gone-Aberfeldy)

NOT IN CONTROL

And can I just tell you how thrilled I am?? As much as I hate not knowing, whats going to happen tomorrow....I love it times two. The Lord is so extremely faithful. Why do we worry??? There is not a reason on this earth to not trust Him completely. He literally has the whole world in His hands, even if sometimes, you forget that He has your little world in His hands too. Could you ask for a better best friend?? One that has the most amazing life for you planned out? We are the least loyal to Him, but He remains completely loyal. Crazy part?? He knows we are going to turn our backs to Him at times in our lives, but He doesnt care. I am so glad that I am blessed to serve Him, and blessed to have Him be the ruler of my heart and of my life

There is hope for the hopeless

I am praying about moving. I am not for sure yet going to, but it is super heavy on my heart, and the Lord has been just confirming over and over again.Its not that far from home, but I am super nervous about it...I need to be obedient. Psalms 37:4

The Prayer of St.Francis

Lord,make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred,let me sow love. Where there is injury,pardon;Where there is doubt,faith;Where there is despair,hope;Where there is darkness,light, and where there is sadness,joy. O' Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.