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DO NOT OPEN THE LAST EMAIL

That you got from me...IF you got one... I was hacked, and do not know what was in the last email! Sorry guys!!

 

Sincerely,
Magdalene Holton

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Rachel Kuhn is marvelous....

First of all....here is the address for more of her photos: Rachel Kuhn

and here are some of the photo's she shot while we were in Murietta for our Youth Workers Conference. We headed to downtown Temecula during our free time on Tuesday, for some girl time, and Rachel and Britt got some shots in. SO much fun! I love you Rachel!!!

RT: @brittmerrick Urgent: Daisy seems to be having another negative neurological response to chemo. Affects coherency and motor skills. Scary. Pls pray now

Read all about it!

Go read my dear friend Allison Escalante's Blog. I am so proud of her, for taking time out of her normally SO busy day to blog! I thoroughly enjoy reading them, and for a while she wasn't blogging enough for me. So she stepped it up! Sometimes she blogs twice in one day! Careful though, sometime's she forget's apostrophe's, but I love her regardless!

I've been living in the shadows of your song

Alone time is always welcome...

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It's this kind of day. . .

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Will someone please call a surgeon? Who can crack my ribs,and repair this broken heart,that you're deserting for better company? I can't accept that it's over,I will block the door, like a goalie tending the net,in the third quarter of a tied-game of rivalry. So just say how to make it right,and I swear I'll do my best to comply. Tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride,and slowly growing old together? I feel I must interject here,you're getting carried away,feeling sorry for youself. With these revisions and gaps in history. So let me help you remember, I've made charts and graphs, that should finally make it clear. I've prepared a lecture on why I have to leave. So please back away and let me go. I can't, my darling, I love you so. Tell me am I right to think, that there could be nothing better, than making you my bride, and slowly growing old together. Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future, your heart won't heal right,if you keep tearing out the sutures. I admit that I have made mistakes, And I swear I'll never wrong you again. You've got a lure I can't deny,but you've had your chance, so say goodbye. Say goodbye.

Postal Service-Nothing Better

Every breath I take...

It was one of those days, that started out awful. I got sun poisoning from laying out for too long on Sunday, and spent all Monday night/Tuesday Morning "getting sick". It's one of the worst feelings ever. Not to mention, your body is SO exhausted, that you fall asleep, but then wake up every hour...(as I did...3/4/5/6/7...) Then finally, I slept until 10, but then had to work the rest of the day. Came home, had a run in with a grumpy brother, and then got to (I say got to,because regardless of the circumstances, I'm blessed by my friends) be a shoulder for one of my friends.I found myself praying, more than once today that the Lord, would come quickly! "These days are getting far too long, and too tiring for my liking! I know I asked that You not come back until I was married/kids/etc. But at this point I just want to be with You!" It turned into not so bad, as my friends make me smile, and I am reminded of the blessing that life is. How even just to breathe....Is a blessing....

Yeah, I said man fast.

(Pictures just make things more interesting...they're irrelevant.)

I have been punched in the heart (figuratively speaking) quite a few times in my life, due to my lacking the ability to guard my heart. Due to me being SUPER naive, and SUPER prone to emotionally attaching myself to everything. So, I decided in April, to have a fast from the opposite sex. For a couple of reasons:

(1) To be able to spend time alone with my Jesus, and draw close to Him, so that He would once again draw close to me, and I would re-focus on Him being my number 1, and Him being THEE only important thing to me.

(2)That I would grow up and end that mind set.

So, the date was set, that my "Man fast" would end at the end of August, and I would be free to let my guard down. WELL GUESS WHAT?!!? I changed my mind! Why SHOULD my man fast end? Why SHOULD I open myself back up for being in pain again? I'm not going to. My man fast is extended until further notice. I am having an AMAZING time being in my Jesus' presence constantly. Reading about all things theological, praying for anything and everything, and just focusing on keeping Him where He belongs. First in my life, thoughts,days,conversation,and the only One who has any access to THIS girls heart! Thank you very much and have a nice day!

It's weird how change happens every 4ish years...

Some days I just need sleep and solidarity. So,I don't pick up my phone.

Today I got my wisdom teeth pulled. Wasn't planned,but apparently I was at risk for an infection. Dr.Anthony Nguyen is BOMB. Highly Recommend him!!!

The David to my Jonathan...

Today was one of those days that reminded me WHY I am friends with Allison. Before I go into bullet point reasons WHY I love Allison, let me tell you about our day. We started out with a trip to 5 points where Al was trying to find shoes for her brothers wedding, in which she's a bridesmaid. Nine West failed, but she tried on some SUPER cute shoes. We decided to go check out the Loehmans and passed by a pet shop where outside there was a parrot, who cried like a toddler or laughed..FREAKY. We get to Loehmans and it's ghetto and they don't have anything. SO off we go to Fashion Island where we would spend the next couple of hours. Got Dustin iced tea, took it to him at work (Toni & Guy) and then went and had iced water with Matt at PF Changs. Yep. "Ha ha we went to PF Changs to hydrate"-Allison. Then we went to various shoe stores looking and looking and they all failed. Finally we went to Nordstroms and found the shoes. Left, met Dustin in the parking lot, talked for 20ish minutes, and I got a hand shake out of it. Left, got allison food, went to a grassy field and talked and just rested and then we left. Headed to Metro to return some ugly shoes and then went to an open house at the school my sister works at. We left and did a little dress shopping (para me) at Target...Thank You Sara Balos!! Then we went back to my house and said our goodbyes. OKAY. NOW what you've all been waiting for...The top 5 reasons WHY I love Allison Elyse Escalante..

(1) She knows me better than ANY other human. I never have to explain myself..She just gets me. She's the only person (other than family) who calls me at 1:30 in the morning, and I don't worry that somethings wrong. I just know that she has something REALLY exciting to tell me...or not....maybe she's just really sigh-y....
(2)She loves Jesus and is ALWAYS encouraging me to stay in the Word and to grow.

(3)One of my very favorite things in life is to laugh, and there is not 5 minutes where we aren't laughing. We don't need words either. We can sit someplace for HOURS and just laugh. That's VERY important to me.
(4)If there is something I want in life, Allison assures me that it's possible for me to achieve it, even if we KNOW it's not possible. If I said I want to be the president of the US, Allison would reccomend that we go to Room & Board to pick out decorations for the oval office.
(5) When we refer to ourselves as Jonathan and David, it's truly because we are kindred hearts. The Lord gave me Allison 20+ years ago, and I KNOW that she will ALWAYS be there for me. I'm her stage hand and she's my turtle. I love her more than she knows, or maybe she does...

Today at work. . .

It was just after 2pm, and I was off already. I had just clocked out and was sitting in the loss prevention office talking to my friend Jenn. The fire alarm goes off. Chaos happens. Managers running in and out talking about the possible evacuation about to incur. 911 gets called. I ask the loss prevention manager if, even though I already clocked out, does she want me to go down and help get the kids out of my department. YES. She says. So RUN I do. Down to smaland. We get the kids lined up, grabbing a rope, 99cent store flip flops on their feet,and out to the 5 flag poles, where we wait for their parents. APPARENTLY one of the air conditioning unit's had a part that had started sparking and started sending smoke through a vent in our computer room. SO the firemen came, and the police came, and the helicopters came, and within 35 minutes the store was reopened......It was an adventure needless to say...those crazy swedes....

12+12= a new tattoo

From the end to the beginning...

Thank you to the David to my Jonathan for taking these pictures and getting me listography! I love you and appreciate you! Also thank you to Ky,Jess,Brittaney,Bethany,Parentals,and Erik for supporting me ;)

It's been a really rough week....

Last night though, I spent the evening talking about Jesus with some highschoolers, and then the night laughing with friends. Then today I had my James class. Guest speaker Robin was a blessing, sharing what God's doing through James in my life was a blessing, and lunch with God fearing women was a blessing. Tomorrow is a day with Allison. I'm excited about our day.

Chloe and Giovan POLANCO.

Me and G's mom Grace.

(One of my favorite people EVER.)
Me and the Polanco's.

The Family Dance...Prrrobably the cutest thing ever.

Mother/Son dance...

The first dance....

More soon...